As I am finally recovered from a couple blows to my confidence and self-esteem I am enjoying being by myself. I enjoy it more now than I ever have. I think it's because I know I'm not really by myself. Although I spend a lot of time alone I have a ridiculous amount of people I … Continue reading There’s an App for That
From the moment I met you I knew it would be an impossible journey. A journey I was determined to finish even if all the time wasn't worth it. I regret that decision now, two years later and countless hours of me trying and you dragging me along in the dirt like an old toy … Continue reading An Open Letter to The guy I thought was Worth It
Some people are just not worth feeling sad over. The ones who run when you ask them to stay. The ones who are never truly there for you. The ones who, despite all the effort, can toss you away like you mean nothing. People show their true colors in desperate times. Times when their character comes … Continue reading Stand Up For Yourself
Oh the possibilities, right? Sometimes I feel as if I'm hanging on by a thread, and maybe I am. Hanging on to hope, dreams, the possibility of someday waking up and all of the time spent will be time *well* spent. That maybe things could be different. Does that make me hopeful or just plain stupid? Third, fourth, … Continue reading Second Chances
I have slammed, locked, and bolted the door when it comes to guys who "don't know what they want." The ones who miss you, call you, then go running to another girl the second you tell them how you feel (and this other girl has no clue about you). I am not interested in the … Continue reading Yeah, I’m Different.
To leave a place you've know as home for over 20 years, and to start from the beginning. What a concept! I've been thinking about it a lot lately, and realized that it's time to stop talking about it and start doing it. I have finally been given the wisdom that something must be done, and I now … Continue reading The Fear of Starting Over
The moment you wake up and realize it's over. And not over in a physical capacity, or that you have moved on to the next, but over in a mental and emotional way. You feel liberated because you just don't care when you thought that you would. When someone turns out to be the exact … Continue reading The Moment You Give Zero Fucks
If there's a relationship in your life that causes you drama, confusion, and pain...RUN! Stop making excuses for them. Stop making excuses for yourself. Drop the mic and get the hell out. It might hurt for a second, but you know it's the right thing to do. You are better than that. I have absolutely … Continue reading It’s Not My Fault You Suck So Bad