Looking into 2019 and looking forward to 2020.
I’ve been bitching and moaning about my lack of excitement in life. My job is stale, I work too many hours, I’m always broke, and my apartment is small and needs some TLC. I do understand the concept of “Life sucks then you die” but not sure if I ever really experienced the ‘suck’ part…until … Continue reading Sit There and Listen
They've already done it. They've already thrown me to the "real life" wolves but now, now they're moving. I had a great childhood. I'm not going to lie, I was extremely lucky to grow up where I did. Normal, upper middle class, hard working, corporate America kind of neighborhood. I was rebelous in high … Continue reading Saying Goodbye
It's difficult to remember that we have the ability to make our own decisions about who and what we want in our lives. There are circumstances that are uncontrollable, but for the most part we can control our happiness, our company, and ourselves. As I continue to assess my admittingly unstable yet uneventful life, I … Continue reading Choose Wisely
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yEMeoeriz78 I never went to prom, I never went on spring break, I never went to Friday night football games, and I never had the summer off for family vacations. Gymnastics is a year-round sport, and the offseason was exponentially worse than season. But man did I love it. I grew up in the … Continue reading Identity Crisis
To leave a place you've know as home for over 20 years, and to start from the beginning. What a concept! I've been thinking about it a lot lately, and realized that it's time to stop talking about it and start doing it. I have finally been given the wisdom that something must be done, and I now … Continue reading The Fear of Starting Over
Dear Mom and Dad, I was going to do this separately but it didn't seem appropriate. You both have always done things together so I will do this the same way. Thank you for being mine. I am proud to call you my parents and couldn't be here without you. Thank you for raising such … Continue reading A Letter To My Parents