Some people are just not worth feeling sad over. The ones who run when you ask them to stay. The ones who are never truly there for you. The ones who, despite all the effort, can toss you away like you mean nothing.
People show their true colors in desperate times. Times when their character comes into play.
When they manipulate you to think you’re irrational, and it’s your fault. That’s when you smile. That’s when you move on. That’s when you wake up with amnesia from a long lasting nightmare.
Slowly, steadily find a way to continue without them.
The one thing you want is time to speed up because you know in 2 months, 6 months, 12 months the anxiety will subside.
And eventually it won’t be the first thing you think of when you wake up; it’ll be the second. Until you don’t think about it at all.
At least giving up was never an option for you. At least you can say you never lied, you never quit, and you never disrespected.
It’s okay to be angry. It’s okay to speak you’re mind. It’s okay to stand up for yourself. If that makes you a crazy bitch, so be it.
I’m a crazy bitch.